Things are horribly wrong

Last night I drank a lot of vodka and woke with narry a problem, other than a dry mouth. My tolerance seems to be increasing and yet just a few days ago I missed lunch, grabbed some chocolates at 3:30 pm and then was sick. Really, really sick. I had to go home and sleep, but I was stuck in traffic- my gut aching, getting cold sweats, my head pounding. And I thought, I caused this. I caused this by drinking at night and then eating everything I could lay my hands on. And then not eating in the morning, because I was full from the night before. And then not eating lunch, because I was busy. I caused this by not working out and taking care of myself.